Suddenly, bananas. Thousands of them...

Suddenly I feel really awesome, like I could conquer anything. It won't last (even that won't get me down right now) and I can't do anything much cause I have to work tomorrow. So I'm posting this to remind myself that I can still occasionally be filled with the joy and the awesome that I once knew. It's times like this that make me feel like maybe one day things could return to how the used to be. Never quit as I'd like them, there are bridges that have been crossed that I could never return to... but at least I could be truly happy again...couldn't I? Unfortunately this dizzying high can only lead the the lonesome lows. I may feel terrible for the next while, but at least I had this moment of complete bliss, reminding me of who I once was and who I might become in the ever brighter future.






oh, and I love you all!